Sadness
Hello world, it's been a while we've talked to each other. Have you missed me? I want to apologize for hiding from you, however I couldn't handle me anymore. Please believe me, I had to do it, I really did, and right now I want to admit why. Past days, months or years, I don't remember, I was too weak to live a normal human's life. Voice inside of me was whispering to me my weakness and ugliness. It came by every day to tell me I'm not good enough and I don't deserve any other human's love. And I believed it and built a wall and put on dark glasses and this ridiculous mask called Apathy, so I began to be cold to the people I cared about. Please forgive me for I've surrounded myself with loneliness, but I got scared by human's emotions and so I turned off any sign of humanity. Although I still persuade myself that I can turn it on again, I'm afraid there is no way back.